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12:42am 06/07/2003
 
music: Avalon - Adonai
u know what pisses me off is when people call and dont leave messages. its just like whats the point. its just like leaving a little bit of milk in the fridge. like not even enough for half a cup. i mean u call someone to get a hold of them. and if ur too big off a puss to leave a message then why did u even dial my number. ur number comes up anyways. so just leave a friggin message. a lot of times i purposely let it go to the machine. u know? to see if they care enough to leave a message. only chicks tho. i mostly do it when i havent talked to the girl in awhile and she calls. or if shes way hot and i dont want to sound like a complete ass on the phone. but now with todays girls u cant send them straight to voicemail cus they know when that happens. cus i mean its ringing just once and then goes. they are like 'what the hell? what was that, the phones not off cus it rang once and i know his phone rings more than one time. oh that cock pressed the c button.' so the best bet is to just let it ring and if u have to put ur hand over the speaker. i still am not sure though what it means when they leave a message. i guess the only way to tell is by the message itself. cus you can tell by the sound in her voice if shes calling cus ur she wants some meat. or if shes calling cus she needs u to hook her up with ur buddy. but ya my theory is that when they dont leave a message it also means they want u. they are calling hoping u will answer so that way they only have to carry half of the conversation. but when the voicemail picks up they have to do all the talking. they get scared. a little nervous. they dont know what to say cus they dont want to sound like they want u and they dont want to make it sound like they dont want u. so what do they do? just hang up. they know that u know they called. and that's enough. now the ball is in your hands. what do u do now that they called u. u cant just ignore it cus u got the missed call on ur phone. but THAT my friends is a whole nother post. even though i do hate it when people dont leave messages. it is still those non message people i look forward to. oh and by the way. i got a hot nonmessager today.		  
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01:24am 03/07/2003
  i have realized one thing over the past how ever long i havent updated. other peoples lives are so much more intresting than mine. i mean me i am a some what quiet guy. i mean i keep to myself a lot. but yet even though i do keep to myself i dont day dream. i often find myself just thinking about nothing. it sounds so weird writing it down but ya thats what i catch myself doing a lot. i guess you can say i am an observer. just looking around not making any judgements about anything. maybe because i cant find the words to express myself. most likely im just plain dumb. another thing ive noticed my memory is getting horrible. most of my high school experience is just a blur. i mean i can remember key moments but maybe thats cus everytime all the guys are together i am reminded. i dont remember many football games either. just the ones my dad has on tape cus ive watched them so many times. its crazy cus i can remember like the recorded version of the game but as far as the memory of the game live and on the field i have no recollection. unless again like it was an awesome play that the guys always talk about. one thing i can remeber though is food. my mom was trying to tell me my dad bbqed for the 4th of july parade last year. ha. no. he brought a dozen doughnuts and some chips. i remember those chips that come in that travel plastic can and they were these bbqed twist things i had and also a couple of cheetos. i had 2 doughnuts. one sprinkled and one bear claw. later on that day i had 2 fried chicken breasts at brian andersons house and then that was it. and plus some beer. but ya food is good. and for some reason i can remember it. start work tomorrow. it is also sams birthday.  
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have you seen the matrix?   
10:00am 16/05/2003
 
music: Bebo Norman & Caedmon's Call - Holy Is Your Name
dude 1.30 on Thursday morning went and saw the new matrix. got home at about 415. woke up the next morning for my eight o clock class. got three and a half hours of sleep. didn't nap at all. i pushed through it and now am back on my regular sleep cycle. the movie though was awesome. must see. i fell asleep during one of the fight scenes though. not cus it was borring i was just way tired. if u havent seen it yet ill go see it with u again. cus its just that good. gonna come home sat after the track meet. so call me or ill call u.		  
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01:38pm 14/05/2003
 
music: Multiple - Almost Famous Soundtrack Tiny
one more month. i think. i hope. last night was the most fun ive had in awhile. maybe ull get to see the video. on real tv or something.		  
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i long for your love evermore.   
11:45pm 13/05/2003
 
music: Elton John - Your Song
im so lazy. i got rileys sex friend to take this paper to my professor for me. i am dropping this english class that i havent been to in forever and needed the lady to sign it so i could drop it finally. the class is all feminist and stuff and nothing against all that but i couldn't relate to any of it and when i would sit down to write id just see that dot blinking in my head. honestly i would sit in front of a blank screen for like 3 hours trying to come up with something. or trying to come up with a good reason why i didn't do the paper. so back to rileys sex buddy. its disgusting. last night i walked in there looking for the stapler and turned the lights on and like i was having a conversation with riley and he was still going to town on her. so gross. next Monday takin a road trip up to nor cal. i got this meet on tues up there. justin and rosie are goin. gonna take the camera so i can get some good footage for my movie. but anyways. justins going to ride his bike im gonna go now and tape him eat crap. peace.		  
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06:34pm 08/05/2003
 
music: Sublime - Rivers Of Babylon
going home this weekend. parents moved into a new house. a bigger house. its behind the bumcrots over there off of graham and slater. never seen it but im sure its ok. i hope it has a pool or a spa. track meet this weekend at occidental college. this summer taking classes at g dub. just found out the other day i need to. so that ought to be nice. jose B's is here gotta go get some.		  
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12:03pm 06/05/2003
 
music: Deftones - Minerva (deftonesworld.com)
changed the lj around. gonna start updating daily.

going to 909ville tonight justins gotta drop some papers off at his house and needs my truck to bring his bike back. ya his bike costed 3500 and his helmet was 300. crazy.		  
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